Chapter 115

He also couldn’t describe his feeling when he found the house empty when he came back. Was it longing or fury? He never agreed to it, so what right did she have to leave?

As for his grandfather’s way of making Bao Er leave without caring about anything else, Tan Jingmo was naturally mad inside. But considering that at the bigger extent, it was Bao Er herself who wanted to leave, which made his anger become completely different. It was like a volcano eruption, spurting everywhere.

He knew that their half a year agreement had almost ended, and also knew that Bao Er had always wanted to leave, because the term “sugar baby” had carved a scar in her heart. Perhaps she would never forget this in her lifetime, but it was just an excuse for both of them to get closer to each other.

Tan Jingmo reflected on himself. Starting from when he said he wanted to raise Bao Er, he had always given her freedom. If she wanted to go to work, he agreed; if she came home, it was settled with a phone call; if she didn’t want to work, he also agreed. There were small ups and downs in the process, but in the end, without exceptions, he’d always follow her choice.

But seeing that after all this hard work to make both of them closer couldn’t touch her heart at all, Tan Jingmo’s heart grew cold again. In the past, he thought that Bao Er was heartless. She didn’t think much and didn’t bother about much, but today he saw that it wasn’t completely that case.

It wasn’t that she was heartless, she only kept her inner thoughts hidden so he couldn’t find out and made him think that she was how he thought she was.

“Do you want to leave so much? To the extent that you can’t wait? Is it that difficult to be by my side? As if days pass like years?” Tan Jingmo asked with a darkened face. With each question, the expression on his face would become grimmer, the furrow between his brows also became wider.

Bao Er lowered her head and stared blankly at her hand.

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“Ebu eked’v usw pyu yduvbkdt? Ebld usw zlqv, byhl usw vbswtbv ycswv vbkp? Pke usw blpkvyvl lhld y zkvvzl?” Myd Kkdtxs pzsozu tsv nzspla, vbl qzyxlp kd bkp lulp olal nzlyazu plld, cwv kdpkel, vblu olal yzz qzyxlp sq ydtla.

Jys Oa aykple bla blye yde xlv bkp lulp, pweeldzu qllzkdt hlau ytsdkgle kdpkel.

Ebu pbswze pbl vbkdj ycswv vbkp? Mbl alzyvksdpbkr clvolld vblx oyp yzalyeu schkswp, kv oyp fwpv y alzyvksdpbkr swv sq rasqkv obknb alzwnvydvzu nswze cl yzps rlanlkhle yp xwvwyz. Tl tyhl vbl xsdlu yde pbl tyhl bla cseu, obyv vblu eke oyp vblka hlacyz ytallxldv.

Fkdnl vblu lpvyczkpble vbkp alzyvksdpbkr, pbl bye qallesx. Ulavykdzu ds svbla xkpvalpp oswze byhl yp xwnb qallesx yp pbl eke. Jwv clpkelp vbkp qallesx, pbl yzps bye xsayz lvbknp aktbv? Fbl eked’v calyj vblka rasxkpl sa vblka ytallxldv, sa lzpl pbl nswze wpl vbl vball bwdeale vbswpyde ldesaplxldv qll vbyv Nkydt Ckdt Ckdt tyhl bla vs nsxrzlvlzu xyjl wr vbl xsdlu bl wple sd bla.

Jwv pbl eked’v. Wsa vbl vbkdtp vbyv pbl’e rasxkple, pbl vakle bla hlau clpv dsv vs calyj kv.

Jwv vblal oyp pvkzz y zkxkv vs dsv calyjkdt vbl rasxkpl. Mbl elyezkdl sq vblka ytallxldv oyp nsxkdt wr, yde bkp taydeqyvbla lhld sqqlale nypb kd qasdv sq bla vs ypj bla vs ts qya yoyu. Rd vbyv nypl, obu pbswze pbl pvkzz rzlye byae zkjl y clttya?

“Ebyv es usw oydv xl vs pyu? Ms pyu vbyv R vssj uswa taydeqyvbla’p xsdlu? Ms pyu vbyv R zlyhl okzzkdtzu?” Jys Oa qlzv ytsdu kdpkel cwv bla qynl oyp nyzx.

Myd Kkdtxs’p caso oakdjzle, bkp qynl oyp knu nsze zkjl vbl olyvbla swvpkel.

“I’ve taken the money. Since he offered it to me, why should I be sorry? Didn’t I agree to this because of money? It seems the money is enough for me to be unconcerned for my livelihood for the rest of my life, so I naturally need to treasure it.” Bao Er’s face was calm like she was talking about something small and unimportant.

Since she wanted to leave, then she should be more firm and decisive, instead of being reluctant. This was to prevent Tan Jingmo’s grandfather from targeting her family members directly tomorrow.

When she recalled this, Bao Er’s eyes widened. Her family, yeah, he even said that if she didn’t do as he said, he would take it out on her family. Bao Er saw that he didn’t look like someone who would lie. How was she able to refute him confidently that time? It was because she was sure she would leave, far away from Tan Jingmo.

But what happened just now had pulled both of them who were drifting apart closer together again.

What was happening! Bao Er stretched out her hand and slowly rubbed her forehead.

Tan Jingmo’s heart tightened slightly when he saw that, shards of pain slowly spread across his body. He stretched out his hand, wanting to hug her into his embrace, but he was afraid that she would reject it.

He thought that those red rashes were starting to make her uncomfortable again.

“Tan Jingmo, let me go, it’s good for both of us. I want to leave very, very much. I need freedom. Being with you, I feel suffocated all the time, I feel very unhappy, do you know?” Bao Er decided to be cruel and said these things against her heart.

She couldn’t joke with her family’s life and death, not even a bit. Who knew what his grandfather would do. So, she could only act upon Tan Jingmo. Him letting her go was naturally better than her running away blindly.

This was definitely the first time she said such serious things in a stern tone ever since he got to know her. The thing that she was talking about, was to leave himself.

The corners of Tan Jingmo’s mouth sneered coldly when he heard her attitude of wanting to leave him without hesitation.

“You really tell me what you really think inside? Then all your expressions and actions were all acting? Just an act for me to see? Is this really what you think inside?” Being with him would make her suffocate? What kind of stupid excuse was that?

Bao Er nodded, her eyes didn’t meet him as her face showed an unconcerned ridicule.

“Yeah, it’s all an act, because aside from deceiving myself, I also need to deceive you, showing that I am willing so that you wouldn’t feel disgusted.”

“May I know if these reasons are enough for you?” Bao Er raised her head and slowly stood up from the sofa. The determination on her face was blatantly obvious.

She had told him all of these, so he should know to back off!

To him, she was just a dessert after food, a pastime when he wanted excitement. The women who suited him most were those noblewomen.

Both of them would always have an uncrossable cleft between them. Not to mention that his grandfather was meddling between both of them.

Seeing that he was still expressionless, Bao Er gritted her teeth and continued to say harsh words.

“Besides, you are wrong about many things, such as those jewelry, I like them very much. But I thought that if I act like I don’t like it, you will have a better impression of me, making me look more pure and proud. So, I have to force myself every time to show that I completely didn’t care.”

“As such the Chanel newest editions, the LV bags, are all my favorites. It’s not just because they are beautiful and good-looking, they can attract others’ attention when they’re with me. This makes them jealous and fills up my pride.”

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