Just Want to Be His Lover

Chapter 51

Gu Yanshu felt that good days always seemed too short.

He stayed in his hometown with Shen Jue for two days. At night, he took care of his grandfather, taking over Lin An’an’s shift. During the day, Shen Jue and him went home to rest. Sometimes, Shen Jue would cook, and sometimes, the two of them would curl up in bed and look through photos of Gu Yanshu when he was young.

It was snowing outside, and there was a stove burning in the house. Shen Jue even built a snowman for Gu Yanshu. Everything was calm and comfortable.

However, the recording of the show wasn’t over yet. There was also the competition on “The Greatest Stage” and the two-person photoshoot. So, the day before the photoshoot started, Grandpa Lin chased the two of them back to Beijing in disdain, and booked a place for Shen Jue’s for the New Year’s Eve dinner in advance.

After returning to Beijing, the people in the house looked at the two of them with a friendly and somewhat ambiguous gaze. Gu Yanshu was easily embarrassed, but he didn’t avoid it deliberately.

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In his heart, there was nothing shameful about him being in a relationship with Shen Jue.

After the recording ended, all the guests had a good meal and drank a lot in a place without cameras. Everyone wished them well.

As someone who had been through this before, Sheng Ping also told them that there had never been a lack of discrimination and slander in this world, but not everyone was worth caring about. As long as they were outstanding enough and had a clear conscience, all their choices would be the right choice.

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Some people said that he was stupid. Why was he leaving the large amounts of money he could earn and acting up instead? Why was he pretending to be noble? He was certainly going to be ruined. 

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Some fans even asked him in disappointment if he had been too obsessed with love. He didn’t even want his job, and would rather choose to be in a relationship.

However, there were also people who said that he was calm and clear-headed, and wasn’t paralyzed by short-term benefits. He would be someone who would go further.

However, all the controversial guesses and arguments were settled two years later when Gu Yanshu returned to the scene with a new album and won all the music awards.

On the day of the Chinese Music Awards, Shen Jue didn’t attend Gu Yanshu’s award ceremony.

Because on the same day, Shen Jue won the Golden Zeus Award for the second time—this time, not as an actor, but as a director.

When the movie with a gay theme was first approved for public screening on the mainland and won an award, Shen Jue held the trophy and said to the camera, “Thank you, my lover, Gu Yanshu.”

At another award ceremony in a different city, Gu Yanshu said, “Once, there was a man who missed a very important award ceremony to fulfil his promise to me, so I’ll return this award ceremony to him today.”

He was my only hope when I was young and down. He is also the glory of the rest of my life.


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