If The Moon Won’t Hold You

Chapter 53.2: Stars

Cen Ning: “…You didn’t tell them?”

“I’m too lazy to tell them that.”

“Ah…” Cen Ning suddenly imagined that scene, and her scalp felt a little numb.

Yan Xingzhi enjoyed Cen Ning’s bewildered appearance. At this moment, she was like a rabbit caught in someone’s hand. Very well-behaved, easy to bully, and very tempting.

Yan Xingzhi’s eyes flashed slightly, and they fell on her lips. “If you want me to help you, then give me some benefits.”

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Cen Ning hummed softly. “What do I have that you need?”

“Are you looking down on yourself, or thinking too highly of me?”

“Mhm?”

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Fzktbv LFWE pnldlp yblye. Psd’v alye yblye kq usw’al dsv nsxqsavyczl!

Uld Lkdt rywple, bla nblljp qzwpbkdt ale.

Mbkp oyp yzps pkxrzl…

Mbkdjkdt ycswv vbkp, Uld Lkdt rzynle bla byde sd bkp pbswzela, zlydle qsaoyae, yde jkpple bkx rasynvkhlzu.

“Rp vbkp sjyu?” Fbl plzesx vssj vbl kdkvkyvkhl, yde pwnb yd ynvksd pllxle vs cl bla zkxkv.

Mbl nsadlap sq Zyd Dkdtgbk’p zkrp aykple, bl vwadle bla shla yde ralpple bla wdela bkx. “Rv’p dsv sjyu.”

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Rv oyp pyke vbyv Zyd Dkdtgbk oyp alpvaykdle yde nyzx, cwv obs oswze jdso vbyv vblal oyp y rlapsd obs nswze lypkzu vlya sqq bkp xypj sq qsaclyaydnl yde nyzxdlpp?

Cen Ning boldly touched him just when he pushed between her teeth as if a villain was shouting deep in her heart. It was time for her to be brave because even if it was hard for her to resist, he will protect her, right…?

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If you love someone, you should trust them wholeheartedly.

The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the temperature was suitable. The two of them were only wearing a thin layer of clothing.

At first, it was just a close relationship between their lips and teeth, but it seemed that the situation was becoming more and more uncontrollable. Cen Ning could clearly feel his hands slowly moving up…

Gentle, but also brutal.

“Mmm!”

A button had been undone a long time ago, and the temperature of his fingertips passed through with a breeze as if he was trying to crush something. But when toughness met softness, toughness couldn’t bear to hurt the softness, so there was only squeezing, which was painful and numbing.

“Ah—” Who knows when his hand reached past the belt area and then caressed the untouched area? Cen Ning trembled from this sudden touch, and she looked at him in panic.

Yan Xingzhi paused for a second and raised his head from her neck. Following the light, there seemed to be a layer of mist enveloping her eyes wherever she looked. In fact, he had his own plans in his heart, but seeing her innocent and panicked appearance at this moment, he suddenly regretted seducing her like this.

At the end of the day, he was still afraid of scaring her, so he endured and endured. Now he was in a dilemma, not knowing how to proceed.

His hand had already been withdrawn, and Cen Ning panted lightly. She saw that there was a crystal clear substance on his fingertips, revealing something obvious.

“…”

Yan Xingzhi followed her gaze and looked at his hand, his eyes darkened, and he smiled frivolously. “Yours.”

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Cen Ning: “…”

“You should be ready. Are you still afraid?” Yan Xingzhi narrowed his eyes and asked seriously.

Cen Ning felt that the breath she exhaled was hot. She had never experienced something like this before, but it didn’t mean she didn’t understand. In this day and age, who could be ignorant of the things between men and women?

But Yan Xingzhi’s hidden meaning was too explicit. Just watching him say such words made her heart tremble.

“If you’re afraid, I…”

He seemed to want to get up. Cen Ning was surprised for a moment and put her arms around his neck.

There was nothing to be afraid of, because as long as it was him, anything was possible.

Yan Xingzhi was taken aback by her sudden movement, but it was only for a moment. In the next second, his eyes almost glowed when he looked at her.

Cen Ning was shy and embarrassed at how he looked at her, and she could only murmur in the end. “I-I’m not afraid. I’m just not used to it. Xingzhi Gege… Whatever you want, and what I have, I can give you.”

No one would be willing to be humble about love. In the beginning, she was so careful to make her love for Yan Xingzhi secret, but when she misunderstood that he would not have feelings for her, she decisively let herself choose to forget.

But now, her love has been equally returned or even more rewarded. She was pampered and loved in this relationship, and she was held in his hands like a treasure. She could feel his love, so she wanted to treat him better and give him everything he wanted.

“Are you sure?”

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“Why would I not be?”

Two people who loved each other would naturally want to have skin-to-skin contact. They would naturally want to engrave each other in their bodies forever.

Cen Ning understood this feeling very well, as she also wanted to kiss him, hug him, and stay in his arms all the time.

But it was just a casual thought after all. When something deeper between a man and a woman really happens, the feeling of pain to the bone was unbearable…

“Ah, it hurts… ah!”

“I’ll slow down…”

“But I—mmm!” Cen Ning whimpered, her voice changed due to the excruciating pain, “Xingzhi Gege——”

Yan Xingzhi froze for a moment, and he said hoarsely. “Ningning, don’t be coquettish at this time…”

The more coquettish she was, the harder it was to control.

But eventually, he really couldn’t control it.

Cen Ning felt like a paper boat. She was let down a stream by someone and then sailed into the river. It was expected that she would be smooth and steady in the future, but then there was a sudden storm, and the stormy waves made the paper boat violently rock. Rocking to the end, it was completely scattered, and so then a piece of paper surged to the peak with the tide, and then hit the bottom of the water. The severe pain was then accompanied by endless strange pleasure, which made people panic and feel nervous.

After an unknown amount of time, Cen Ning, who was tormented repeatedly, was finally let go, but that piece of paper was completely crushed by the storm.

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Yan Xingzhi looked at the little girl huddled in the blanket. There was satisfaction but apologetic conscience. “Ningning, come here.”

The person in the blanket seemed to have no strength to answer his words. Her white fingers grabbed the blanket, and she groaned. “It hurts…”

Yan Xingzhi pursed his lips. He thought for a while before coaxing. “It will hurt the first time, but it won’t happen in the future, trust me.”

Cen Ning snorted and stopped speaking.

Only ghosts would believe this.

Seeing that she refused to listen to him, Yan Xingzhi smiled helplessly. Then he got up and picked her up from the bed.

Cen Ning opened her eyes and looked at him, confused.

Yan Xingzhi: “Is it uncomfortable? Take a bath and then sleep.”

Having said that, Cen Ning realized that her body was dripping with sweat, and between her legs…

“I will do it myself.”

Yan Xingzhi: “I can do it.”


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  1. Melicow
    Melicow

    I personally still think that marriage is a best relationship than just going out with someone. Commitment, not something temporary.