CHAPTER 49

“Yo, Little lamb, dining alone? Let me keep you company!”

At meal time, as soon as Teal sees me sitting alone in the corner, he barges his way to my side with a plate full of food.

“But, why are you alone today? Haven’t you always been with Gu Yan recently?” He looks at me strangely, and then at Gu Yan who is sitting a little further away. “Look at Gu Yan’s smiling face, it’s scary! Why don’t you go keep him company?”

I don’t even need to lift my head, I know Gu Yan must be unhappy right now, because we used to eat together yet I refused to eat with him tonight, and instead chose a seat a little further away from him. Although Gu Yan didn’t stop me at that time, his originally good mood seems to be ruined by me, and now his face is bracing an unwelcoming expression.

“I just… I just want to be alone for a while.” Using a fork to scoop up a little bit of food at random, I throw it in my mouth and chew it with a bite or two.

“What’s wrong? What’s on your mind? Look at your bitter face.”

“It’s nothing.” I respond perfunctorily, to show that I really have something on my mind and to show that I don’t want to talk about it.

Teal is still very sensible and considerate, after venting a few more grunts, he stops asking questions and instead starts his routine of exchanging vegetables and meat on my plate.

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In fact, even without vegetables, the portion of dinner is not that less, at least just enough for a grown man to eat. But after eating with Teal several times, I have more or less seen how his small body is capable of cramming a lot of food— The food on his plate is swallowed in just a few bites, and the whole dish is gone. I don’t know where all that food went, very weird!

“No, vegetables are so terrible!” Teal watches me put the cauliflower in my mouth with disgust, before sighing exaggeratedly, “It seems that only tomorrow’s meal is worth waiting for… Dear Freedom Day, thanks to the birth of the curator, there will be a lot of meat and dessert tomorrow! I want to eat meat, meat, meat and dessert!”

“You are too picky, you won’t grow tall and strong.”

“Please, I already gave up on height and body shape many years ago! This kind of thing is innate, only people like you who grew up this big in elementary and high school can’t understand it!” Teal deliberately makes it look like he’s stuffing his mouth with lots of meat.

“Yes, yes, I’m sorry.” I sigh in resignation.

“Hey, let’s stop talking about that! Little lamb, I want to ask you something serious.”

“Hmm?”

“Are Nuo La and Yi OuMu still at peace these days?”

I nod.

Nuo La and Yi OuMu are indeed quite inactive recently, except for their insulting words and gloomy eyes that are full of hostility towards me from time to time… “That’s good— but I’d advise you to be more careful.”

“What’s you mean?” I ask.

“Nothing much, except that I saw Yi OuMu and Nuo La hanging out with Li yesterday, although only for a short while, but… You know, I wish I am just being paranoid, but sometimes, you can’t help putting one or two things together.” Teal smiles awkwardly, scratching his cheek in embarrassment.

“Um— Thank you, I understand.” I reluctantly smile as my temples begin to throb faintly.

There are already too many things that bother me, I don’t even know which one to resolve first…

****

“Slow… Slow down!” I slip out, my voice raised in pleading for mercy, making my already chaotic breath even more rapid.

Tonight, I‘ve been tossed and turned around, and I’m already reaching my mental and physical limits.

Lying on top of me, the seemingly slender but extremely strong man ignores my pleas. He bents my waist in half with great force, and hits my hips fiercely and relentlessly.

The hot and hard object is unwaveringly thrusting in and out of my rear end, and the frenzied heat it brings spreads like fire throughout my entire body.

“Wait, wait…”

I pant roughly, stretching out my hand to resist, but is instead caught by the man’s fine hands and buckles it to the side, tugging more vigorously below, and violently shaking my whole body. I can’t help but whimper in soft gasps. From the bottom of my body, the hazy pleasure and pain spreading like an electric shock on me gradually makes my body paralyzed.

“Gu Yan…”

Upon hearing the sound, Gu Yan’s emerald-green pupils lift up and stare at me, haloed with lustful haze but still as clear as running water. He leans forward, opens his mouth and kisses my lips, licking and sucking gently. He strokes my thigh with one hand back and forth, setting off a series of flames at every place his fingertips touch.

At last, Gu Yan’s fingers rest on my already semi-erect desire, the blazing heat of his palm pressing against every sensitive inch of skin to wrap and jerk it.

“Hmm…” I bite my lower lip tightly, yet I still can’t hold back the moan that escaped, it feels even more embarrassing.

The tight encirclement and intense contact in the front, the constant filling and stuffing in the back, and the mixing and spreading waves of pain and pleasure makes me completely collapse.

“No… Ahhhh!” 

When I’m forced past the limit of my endurance from the impending pleasure, I reach out my hand to pull Gu Yan’s grasp off my high-spirited rod, but Gu Yan just jerks it harder, and I can only tremble helplessly as white liquid splashes out of my body and onto the palm of his hand.

“Wolf—” Gu Yan’s magnetic voice explodes in my ears, accompanied by a muffled grunt as he pounds one final thrust into my body, and holds my entire body tight.

The high temperature and light convulsion clings to my skin, the feeling of high in the sea of pleasure carries me until my body gradually relaxes, until I feel a warm current flowing inside me against my right mind.

Lost in my thoughts, I stare at the ceiling blankly, my consciousness still a little disoriented for a moment, the darkness looming around my mind like a fog, until my sight falls into the sea of blankness and dreams.

With my recent sexual encounter with Gu Yan, I have been able to taste more and more feelings other than the pain and fear that I used to struggle with. My resistance has eventually all turn into clinging to my desires.

—You’re already lost.

Suddenly, there seems to be a voice coming from the depths of darkness, it is a soft voice of a girl.

—Brother.

Xiao Cheng, that’s Xiao Cheng’s voice!

—Why didn’t you come back?

Xiao Cheng, I…

—Are you going to leave me behind, brother?

No, I’m not leaving you alone! Xiao Cheng! I will definitely go back for you!

—What about me? What should I do?

The voice changes. It’s a man’s voice, a very familiar voice. I know who he is.

—What would you do without me?

—Wolf, are you going to throw me away?

“No, I won’t!” As I stretch out my hand to grasp the mass of nothingness, I also snap out from the slumber of darkness.

“What’s wrong?” Overlapping with the voice I heard within the darkness, I stare at Gu Yan, who is on top of me, and is now watching me while smiling, “Did you have a nightmare?”

“I… Did I just fall asleep?” Everything that happened just now… Is it all a dream? I can’t help asking myself, within that dimness, the feelings seem very real.

“En, are you okay? It’s like you lost consciousness all of a sudden.” Gu Yan shows me an ambiguous smile, “Haha… Is it that good?”

“No, it’s not! It’s just that I’m too tired…” My face reddens in embarrassment and tries to push Gu Yan away from me, but he doesn’t even budge an inch, which makes my brows knit. “Isn’t it already enough for tonight?”

Gu Yan raises his eyebrows, and his mouth hooks up into a smirk, which appears dangerous yet beautiful, “Of course not, I’m still angry from the dinner today— don’t I think I would let you off the hook so easily.”

“Gu Yan…”

I gaze at him with helpless eyes, while Gu Yan just chuckles without saying a word, shifts me on my back, and then proceeds to the next round of eating—