Chapter 89 (nsfw)

“The small-scale base is currently well concealed, and there’s no immediate danger of being discovered by Tang Jingzhi. After everyone rests tonight, I will give everyone a class tomorrow, explaining the physical structure of the Dragon Blood Kins and their weaknesses. Afterward, I will introduce you all to the weapons we have specifically developed to deal with the Dragon Blood Kins.” Tang Tingzhi finished speaking and then introduced each person he brought along. “Shen Changze doesn’t need to be introduced. This one is codenamed Oriole, he specializes in reconnaissance and explosives.” He pointed to the young man who had just opened the door for them, he had a simple and honest face. Then, he gestured towards a bald man in his forties who looked like he wasn’t easy to be messed with, “This is Vulture, our sniper.” Lastly, there was a burly man with a short and sturdy build who greeted them with a smile. “Crow, our firepower support. The three of them are carefully selected elite fighters. Due to the sensitive relationship between China and Japan, this is the best lineup I could assemble. That’s why we need your help. It would be best if we can capture Tang Jingzhi alive, but if not, then…” Tang Tingzhi sighed, “execute him.”

Oriole scratched his short hair and spoke somewhat shyly, “I’ll arrange accommodations for you all. Come with me.” His English was fluent, but his accent was peculiar, causing Pelle and Lily to laugh.

Oriole blushed when he saw the two attractive foreign women with their prominent bodies.

Vulture smacked Oriole’s head, “Never saw ladies before? Don’t embarrass yourself.” He pulled up the floor plan of the villa on the computer and projected it onto the screen, indicating the location of various functional areas within the three-story villa, especially the exits for quick evacuation.

After a five-minute briefing, Vulture slammed the table with a commanding air. “Time to sleep.” He then inserted a cigarette into his mouth and picked up his gun, consciously heading to the entrance for night watch duty.

The Peregrine Falcon also sent out three people to take the first night watch shift along with Vulture, while the others went to find rooms to rest.

Shan Ming, with his leg swollen, felt too lazy to move and decided to simply sleep in the living room as he was, still fully dressed.

Shen Changze pulled him up. “Go to the room. Don’t sleep here.”

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The ice was too cold, Shan Ming even shivered. In the middle of summer, there was no need to turn on the air conditioning anymore.

But he didn’t want to speak up about the coldness, so he just sat at the edge of the bed with his eyes shut, his lips almost losing their color.

Shen Changze climbed onto the bed and pulled him into his embrace.

Shan Ming opened his eyes and tried to push him away.

Shen Changze tightened his arms and held Shan Ming just like when he was younger, hugging him in such an intimate manner, muttering, “Don’t move.”

In that moment of confusion, Shan Ming felt as if time had reversed. Shen Changze had always loved snuggling into his arms since he was little. As he grew older and couldn’t fit anymore, he changed to hugging him from behind. Even now, fully grown and even more muscular, he hadn’t outgrown this habit.

Being held by Shen Changze, Shan Ming did feel less cold. The discomfort in his leg seemed to ease slightly as well.

After a few seconds of daze, Shan Ming quickly snapped back to reality. He pushed Shen Changze abruptly, realizing how inappropriate it was for his own son to hold him like this.

Shen Changze seemed prepared for Shan Ming’s reaction and wouldn’t move at all. He spoke in a deep voice, “If you move again, I’ll dislocate both of your arms again.”

Shan Ming landed a punch on his chin. “Then fucking dislocate it!”

Shen Changze grabbed both of his arms and pinned him down on the bed, his eyes burning with a fiery rage. “You’re over thirty years old, yet your temper is still the same as when I was five. Have you grown up at all?”

“Bullshit! If I hadn’t grown up, how could I have raised you this big?”

Shen Changze laughed angrily. “You raised me? Then who took care of whom for those ten years? Have you ever washed a pair of socks? Cooked a meal? In the end, even your hair was blow-dried by me. I’m really curious about how you managed these four years. Are you still living fine without me? Your full-time nanny? ”

Shan Ming thought for a moment. After Shen Changze left, his quality of life indeed regressed to a primitive state. It was really difficult to adapt at first, but luckily he wasn’t picky. He ate whatever was put in front of him and wore whatever could cover his body. However, since then, he never had the chance to taste the Chinese cuisine that Shen Changze dedicatedly researched and mastered.

Shen Changze looked into his eyes, deeply and earnestly, and then asked, “Dad, have you ever thought about me in these four years?”

Dad, have you ever thought about me?

When Shan Ming heard this question, he couldn’t help but laugh. Not only had he thought of him, there wasn’t a single day he hadn’t. However, the Shen Changze in front of him was no longer the person from his memories, nor was he the person he had hoped for. His son should have been cute and obedient, capable of fighting on the battlefield and also acting spoiled in front of him. In short, he wouldn’t be the cold, controlling, and intimidating youth standing before him.

The son he thought about every day wasn’t like this.

So he wanted to laugh. After thinking about him for so long, what he had hoped for was met with great disappointment.

Shen Changze tightened his grip on Shan Ming’s wrist and gritted his teeth. “Answer me.”

Shan Ming stared straight at him. “I did. I remember every day that I have a son, but he’s not like you.”

Shen Changze sneered coldly. “Then what is he like? Obedient to you like a dog? Even if you kick him?”

“No matter what, he wouldn’t be one who wants to fuck me.”

“Then you’re completely wrong.” Shen Changze’s dark eyes seemed bottomless. “The old me, the current me, the future me, there’s only one thing that won’t change, and it’s that I want you. I just didn’t dare to say it before, but that doesn’t mean I didn’t want it. In fact, back then, I wanted to fuck you every single day, to the point of madness. And now, it’s the same.” He licked Shan Ming’s lips, devoid of color from the cold, as if they were the most delicious thing. “Dad, you can never imagine how much I love you.”

Shan Ming allowed him to lick, showing no resistance, but instead looking at Shen Changze with complex emotions. After repeated encounters, he no longer had the strength to rage against Shen Changze’s outrageous actions. With Shen Changze’s unabashed confession, Shan Ming had no choice but to accept the reality that his son desired to sleep with him.

At the age of six, Shan Ming escaped from an abusive family. At seven, he was adopted by Lin Qiang. His moral and ethical values didn’t have a chance to develop in a normal and orderly society and family. Instead, they were replaced by the brutal and ruthless values of a mercenary. As a result, he lacked emotions, had a cold nature, and relied solely on his own preferences and dislikes to navigate life. For him, whether it was homosexuality or incest, they were the “as long as others are willing and don’t bother him, it’s none of his business” kind of ordinary matters. But when it happened to him, he felt utterly lost. On one hand, he didn’t want to educate Shen Changze that this was wrong because he didn’t see this matter as having a right or wrong distinction. But on the other hand, he wanted to beat Shen Changze to death. They had a thirteen-year age difference. How could he have improper thoughts about him? This was just fucking asking for death.

So he was conflicted, helpless, and angry. And Shen Changze’s repeated “I love you”s only added to his sense of anxiety.

“Love” isn’t edible, isn’t drinkable, and couldn’t be used as a bullet, but whenever Shen Changze said “love” to him in the past, he felt happy and comforted.

He truly wished that Shen Changze would love him with the mindset of a son for the rest of their lives, rather than one of a man.

Unfortunately, Shen Changze couldn’t grant him that wish.

Shen Changze pressed Shan Ming’s forehead, although it appeared as though he exerted little force, he made sure the back of Shan Ming’s head was stuck to the bed, rendering him immobile. Then the two lips pressed tightly together, the soft and moist sensation could cause a shiver to run down the spines. Shen Changze slid his nimble tongue into Shan Ming’s mouth, exchanging each other’s salivas, tasting his dad’s taste with all his heart.

The thought that the person currently kissing him was not only a man but also his own son, whom he had raised single-handedly, made Shan Ming feel like he was going crazy.

Just as the passionate kiss intensified, Shen Changze slipped his hand into Shan Ming’s pants and grabbed his little brother, recklessly kneading and fondling it.

Shan Ming stifled a sound, “Don’t push your luck… Mm…”

Shen Changze may not have had much skill in pleasuring others, but it seemed his experiences of doing it himself had taught him enough. Although his actions were somewhat rough, they ignited a blazing fire within Shan Ming, causing him to grow bigger in Shen Changze’s hands.

Shen Changze lowered his head and silenced Shan Ming’s curses with his mouth. He kissed him fervently, as if he wanted to suck out all the oxygen from his lungs. The airtight and suffocating kiss, combined with the primal response emanating from their bodies, left Shan Ming feeling lightheaded and dizzy.

In the end, unable to hold back any longer, his body trembled as he released himself in the palm of his own son’s hand.

Then his mind went blank. Due to an indescribable sense of shame, the mind of a top-tier mercenary who could face any life-threatening situation with composure didn’t know how to react at this moment.

Shen Changze’s face was also flushed red. His lower body was painfully swollen, but he gritted his teeth and endured it. Despite being angered by Shan Ming, he hadn’t lost his rationality. He still held onto the hope, even if it was a mere wish, that his dad would one day truly accept him. For the sake of this goal, he could only endure for now.

Shan Ming covered his eyes with his hands and said in a hoarse voice, “Fuck, Shen Changze, you bastard… I’ll fucking kill you… Shit, you…”

Shen Changze looked at Shan Ming’s flushed neck, and his mood instantly softened. He took a towel and carefully wiped off the melted ice water from Shan Ming’s thighs. He helped him change into clean pants and allowed Shan Ming to curse him out a few times. He refrained from saying anything that could intensify the conflict, tucked Shan Ming in with a blanket, and conscientiously went to night watch duty.

Under the moonlight, he stared at his hands in a daze. He even bends his arms to recall the feeling of tightly embracing his dad. Back then, he had to tiptoe to wrap his arms around his dad’s neck first, then lifted up by him with a single motion and held by him in one hand. But now, he was the one who had Shan Ming in his arms, and the feeling was both fascinating and incredible. He felt an overwhelming excitement for the first time because of his own growth.

Shen Changze gently placed his hand on his chest, covering his rapidly beating heart. That heart kept clamoring, Dad.